Hummmmmm...what could I say? It's been a little while, I've jsut been basically pretty lazy and not on line very much. I still don't know when I'm coming to the US exactly it may be around the 20th of June or more like the begining of July, I have to be back in France for like the 2nd of August cuz I'm leaving with Romain, Flavien, Brieuc, kevin etc etc to the South of France and then to brittany for 3 weeks, which are gonna be great! So yeah I don't know when i'll be with u all but I'll tell u as soon as we get our plane tickets cuz I may be coming without the madre. Other than that not much is new, acutalyy yeah a lot but nothing that could interest people that haven't seen me in two years and that don't know much about France and my life here , lol. I am going out with Romain now, but friendship will come first so if anything goes wrong we'll stop, but apart from that it's great, we get along really well and i think it could get pretty serious...It shocked quite a few people, some are happier than others... My birthday was wednesday, i guess it was alright, went to Clermont to see my brother at the center cause the psychologist wanted me to be there when she talked with my bro and mom, it actually ended with her only talkingto me cause my mom was in hysterics and my bro crying agaisnt the wall, it turns out she may be the one going to a center now, my brother is coming home soon though...I'm not sure what to think about that. I  think my father forgot my brithday, i didn't get any news, none for 6 months, sucks cuz i needed money, lol. Romain did take me to chinese though, but it wasn't a date, we had actually planned the restaurant since like last novembern, then we went to see kevin and his girls friend and just had a nice evening...School ended today even though I have my biology BAC on thursday, my French on friday, and my french oral on the 16th... Doesn't feel much like summer yet...

Don't really feel like going into details bout everything cuz this could be pages long, and anyway i'll be seeing everyone soon...

Ciao

FIRSTS:
First job: In stables
First screen name: frenshthis
First funeral: Great grandmother's around 6
First pet: Ivory ( my dog who is still alive)
First piercing/tattoo: Ears at two months

first credit card: At 13, la Poste
First real kiss: 12, at a party
First love: None really
First enemy: Probably a few girls when i was younger but nothing really dramatik
First favorite musician: Elton John, crocodile rock ( at 7)

LASTS:
Last car ride: friday night woming back from Morganne's, wowo that was a while ago, lol..I did take the bus yesterday and today though..

Last kiss: Kevin, or stephanie today lol
Last movie watched: This wierd italian movie with evil trolls..
Last beverage drank: cherry coke
Last food consumed: a french dish, tomatoed rice and some kinda meat

Last time showered: this mornin

Last CD played: Percubaba
Last website visited: a site on tragedies for schoolwww.msn.com

NOW:
Single or Taken: single
Birthday: June 1st 88

Sign: gemini
Siblings: Pascal.
Hair color: Blondish.
Eye color: hazel
Shoe size: 38 ( i dont know my american size lol)
Height: 1m68

RIGHT NOW what are you:
Wearing: A jean, white socks, a green and orange top with a collared white shirt under it
Drinking: nothing
Thinking about: all the clothes on the floor, and that i should got to bed since i havent slept more than 3 hours in 5 days.

What's new? Nothing really, school started again today, I was sooooooo tired. I didn't fall alseep until 4:30 am last night which meant I got exactly an hour and a half of sleep. Imagine tryine to sit in class like that,I had a spanish exam, and didn't finish class until 6 pm! It was horrible but I guess people are starting to be pretty used to me being always tired like that at school, with hugggggge mood swings. In a way I love it, it's soooo...me! What else? Oh yeah I hate school, seriously this past break I had in my head that school was over, for me it was finished...It was so wrong for me to let my body think that, especially since i have the biology and French BAC at the end of the year ( Huge exams, extreemly important here). What else? We had huge manifestations here, about 10 000 of students in the streets everywhere all over franche agaisnt this school reform thing they had on, seriosuly people are so rebellious here, there's always huge manifestations going on...One thing I adore, and that sadly enough you don't get in the US. Well I acutually don't have much to say, just wanted to update and share the joys of high school life. Hehe and now I have this friend who keeps on calling me and I haven't answered all day, it's great!

Alright well I'm gonna leave you guys,

CIAO

So it is 2 am and I am talking to Marissa... I don't have much to say except that the past two days have sucked. I haven't done nayhting of my days...or nights. No parties, no hang outs, nothing... I'll have to work on that. Djanah left on Saturday, so that got to me a little, but I just let it go and went on with my life. I put the computer in my room, so now I have a really good installation. I also have a driving lesson tomorow, so Sarah and I are gonna walk to the Train Station together cause she has to take another train to Pontoise ( A big city), to see her boyfriend. Yup Valentine's day, exiting right? I have got to do something fun tomorow, I love celebratingthe 14th when I'm single, it's great! I'm not sure what I'm going to do though, all the people I usually party with are gone, or have other stuff to do and I'm the kind of persone to call a random person to ask if they want to do anything... I think I'll try to come to the US and see you guys, although it will already be the 15th by the time I get there. I should actually start on my homework but I'm really not motivated, fuck the third french republic and Cyrano de Bergerac with his stupid monologues, and derivation...I think I'm just gonna marry someone really rich, or have like hundreds of guys all over the world to just enjoy life with and whom will be bale to finance me...now that's my dream. Or perhaps get into the Mafia? Now that would be exiting.... I want this year to be over, or for something to happen...My life has been stagning in it's misery, seriously nothing new is going on...I hate it, I need diversion from alll the probs...BLEHHHHH! I keep on waking up really late, like todya I got up at 3pm, in consequence I'm not tired until 5 am, which is great when you have something to do...But not that exiting when all you want to do is sleep so the day wan end! Oh well, I'll have to create my own fun,

Ciao all

So, I'm on break from school for two weeks (hehehehehehe), and well since friday I haven't been much home, sober, part of the world....you know the stuff. I can't actually really remember much or anything...kevin texted me about 3 hours ago, and started going into a very serious convo, but the thing is I really can't remember if I ever answered him...Seriosuly I'm worried. I need to sleep in I think...yeah that's what I'll do tonight, and tomorow I'll call Romain and see wut he's up to... Ummm what else, Djanah is officially leaving Saturday. Everyone owes me money and I'm already pretty rich with money everywhere, I love being the one with all the stuff....Ummmmm I want to party realllllly bad, even though there was a huge one saturdfay. It was exellent seriously, Romain ended up locked up outside so he had to sleep over and just randomly walked into my house at 7 am..Brieuc stole a bike and ended up at his house ( 3 kms away) and didn't really realize how he ever got in front of his house with a bike. Kevin ended up on the National ( a big road) instead of Anthony's house. Chocho stayed for about two hours in a corner, doing...nothing. And much more...I love this guys. Last night Claire came, and we decided to have our own fun, and just randmly drank two bottles of vodka...so yeah that was crazy, I called everyone...and now I am dead, since noone has ever seen me drunk or anything, the guys told me they'd never let me forget...Sucks. What else??? My stomack hurts, i haven't been eating in three days, i just can't seem to digest anything, and my stomach keeps on doing wierd noises... I love driving, i started my lessons, the guy like jsut put me in the car, told me how to change gears and then we jsut went out directly, everyone was shocked cuz usually the first hour you don't do it by yourself, esepecially that stickshifts are hard....I nearly killed two people though...but we don't care about that. I love Claire, and it's her B-day, I'm thinking about going to Paris alone and buying her present, it's be differnet to go there without anyone...

Well that's jsut some random thoughs, love you all I'm gonn ago smoke.

KISSSSSSSSSSSS